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The Hidden Side Of Me

When I cry, no tears leak out
When I speak, my voice wouldn't speak out
When I try, I feel like failing
Like falling from the sky, wailing

I say I don't care but deep inside I do
There's another me inside that's much more of a fool
A whole other me, nothing like the way I act
Not speaking out as the real me, is what I lack

When I speak as my true self, I can't bear it
When I look around, everything's so brightly lit
When I see all the things that are truly around
I fell so ashamed, I followed the way I found

I say I don't care but deep inside I do
Why do I act this way, I'm such a fool
I'm not supposed to be this person but I try to pretend
I guess for the real me, this is the end

When I pretend as I am now, I never care
I always laugh out loud, hiding who I am
I always grin or laugh, while I'm hurt deep inside
But I never show anything and try to remain pride

I say I don't care but deep inside I do
Why don't I show my feelings, I'm such a fool
I cover the wounds of my heart and try to be so bright
But what I truly feel is buried deep inside
Never to be reminded again but It haunts me at night
Haunting me so, that I would be sleepless with fright..........