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I'm so incredibly interested in magick, and have been doing psionics for about 3 months now, and have decided to do a lot more magick in my practices. And almost every darn spell needs candles! I know where to find incense and candles for my parents have some, but I'm absolutely forbidden to use them. If I asked, I'd get a responce that would have to do with a house fire, and plus, I really don't want them to know that I do magick. I hate being a 13 year old witch, but I suppose it can't be helped. Anyways, I was wondering what you can use as a substitute for candles, or even what you guys inparticular use. I'm very intent on doing this ritual: http://spellsofmagic.com/coven_ritual.html?ritual=28&coven=3 but I can't because of my need for candles. Can anyone help me?~