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Please bear with me...

I've always told myself that I'm not from this planet,I felt that this body of mine was not really mine...

I have been looking, searching long and hard for something still today I dont know what it is I'm searching for so badly.Anyway thats not what I want to talk about...I deal with a lot of people in my line of work and I love every minute me it,but since I can remember I would look at a person walking by and I would feel a pain not of my own,but of what I believe is of that other person.

Most of the time I can only feel the negative energies of others,but even though I know that the feeling that I'm feeling is not of my own...It feels as if I am living in there body,thats how intensely I feel there emotions. The same as when whom ever tells me of a story that they lived though,I would see it so clearly as if I was there and with that comes the emotions as if I would be in that situation myself.

It even becomes stronger with children where,where I live every emotion with them.

I dont only "feel other peoples pain" but they would look at me and I would be knowing what they are thinking.Not in a sense that I get words from them but in the sense of a feeling,and from that feeling I know what they are thinking...9 out of 10 times I am spot on.

Is this normal? And how do I make it stronger,why do I have this...what and I meant to do with this knowledge?

Thanks for reading,please share if you have the same thing...or anything else.

Djsolomon