I feel that I could cast any spell of this website without any problems regarding the understanding of the spell and the faith on it. I just met this website about a couple minutes ago, tried the phone spell and it did really work. Then I tried that one you must draw a pentacle filling a full piece of paper then write a simple wish. Seems that it will work too (already worked in part).
I'm a fast learner but I have some psychiatric problems: I'm a borderline, which means that I simply cannot deal properly with my feelings. I'm unstable. Hope you people understand this.
I'm from Brazil by the way, and never had any experience with magic (I always had been an atheist, also an "ultimate-self-convicted-science-lover". Or else, I never believed anything regarding spells and magic. Except for the fact that our mind has a lot of power we aren't even close to an understanding).
Why am I here? Probably for the same reason that a lot of people get in here: lack of being loved by somebody.
Why did I give it a try? Because I can't hold anymore. My life has always been horrible. I have always been unhappy in all aspects of life as well as in human relationships of any kind.
I tried to kill people many times (by knocking them down with my car, electrocution, incinerating their cars and motorcycles with gasoline and whispering high-offensive words based on the person's weakness to leave them no alternative but killing themselves. Never worked, and I always get sad when these attempts to kill fail.
Also, I tried to suicide many times as well. Won't lie: my attempts to suicide were mainly to get some attention of those around me. Never worked really, even when I had to go to the hospital fully paralysed by an intentional overdose of dangerous medication and almost died in the process. My parents didn't make anything further than take me to a public hospital and let me there. Public hospitals in Brazil are not like public hospitals in USA: most of the times there are not even enough beds for all the sick people, neither doctors.
Why am I not posting this in the "new people sections and stuff"? Because I want some help and advice for now, not just introduce myself. I'm a 22 yo straight male living into a hell. My urgent problem is to get things working in my life with this girl.
What advice could you people give me to solve my problems? Not just spells, but spiritual stuff and any kind of knowledge you finds interesting to share with me. I need a "way", a path to follow in life.
Thanks and sorry for any possible grammar mistakes: as I said, I'm from Brazil and my English isn't so well. I can understand anything, but not that good when I have to write.