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Hi, I'm Candle01 and i found this site by chance, or perhaps i was drawn to it. Either way, once again I asked the universe and Mother Earth for help as i am struggling at the beginning of this path and once again the Universe and Mother Earth answered me in their own subtle way. For years i have been struggling through life trying to come to terms with various things, too numerous to mention. I have always read the Tarot and had an interest in anything Spiritual but like many before me i didnt think of this path until one night a few years ago, when everything in my life was going haywire, i sat in the garden for a cigarette. (yes, i smoke) Anyway, i felt that there was nothing left for me in this life. As i sat back my eyes went up to the moon, which was full and i just relaxed. I cant explain it, it sounds rather silly to some people but its true nonetheless. I just relaxed and allowed myself to feel part of that bigger picture. I slept that night. Since then i have still struggled but i take the time to relax in the open. I practice with simple little things like candles and anything i feel is right. i sometimes use plants if i know enough about the plant but my knowledge is very limited so i do not use herbs although they interest me greatly. At the moment i dont know what i am or where i'm going but this just feels right. I hope to meet new, like minded friends here and learn from them as i hope they can learn something from me too.
May your heart sing.
Candle01