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I feel it taking over
the darkness i once had
again it haunts my life
and everything i have
should i just give in
and never see the light
i fight it off the best i can
but how long can i fight
i feel it taking over
my demon awakens once again
im scared to let it win
because i will lose the light
will i still love my girl when light can no longer touch me
or will i abandon her because of my darkened heart
i love her more then anything, and never want to lose her
but i fear my demon may see this
and may just attack her
for three long years I've lived with this
not knowing what to do
will i win this fight with love
or will the dark be true

this isn't just a poem, it is how i feel now, and i am scared that if my demon takes over, i will no longer love LIFESUCKS.
i promised her i would always love her, but my demon may end up hurting her, i am a dem-human, and i ask, please help me, before i lose her to my demon