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So I have and had a Tulpa. My first Tulpa was with me for two years. Then as soon as I joined this site he started becoming hateful and furious towards me. His name was Len as some of you might know. Len before was super kind, friendly and lovable. We had an intimate relationship to say the least... After I came home from summer school. I went to my "mind palace" (as Sherlock Holmes calls it). It usually is a white room with a bed. I looked up and he was hanging. I'm not sure what I did or if he was joking. But either way I dismissed him. So even if he was joking it ended in death. So I went outside and cried a bit then decided I will make another Tulpa. I can not cope without a Tulpa. I gave a offering of gram crackers and soda to start him off. (It just felt right) I visualized
him and did the whole process. He likes to be called Cinnamon. The first


word I taught him was cinnamon. I guess he liked it. He is like a baby to me. He is not very chatty but he likes to type. When I've had a Tulpa they were always able to move my arm as if it was a pendulum. Cinnamon Len had been able to do so as well. I don't think it's normal for a Tulpa to be able to interact physically. Though I can feel hugs and kisses. Does anyone have an experience with tulpas? I only found out what a Tulpa was a few days ago. Any tips on controlling them and keeping them happy would be great. Thank you.