I don't know what I am.... My abilitys keep on growing and I feel like I'm going to lose control one day. I don't know what to make of them. I have the ability to make seals and use them although I don't know why. I blank out when I draw them. My dreams tells me the future and something big is going to happen to me and I'm running out of time. I can spirit walk.... I'm still trying to get a hang on that. I'm an empath. That grew in last year. I am able to get visions and I see unknown shadows. Lately my mother has been acting crazy she claims that she is the creator of everything and that my father isn't my real father.... I try to convince myself that I'm not crazy. I see unknown people always trying to protect or kill me in a dream. And my mom said that I killed a demon girl by breaking her neck in a dream.,..she was right. The girl was trying to make me go to the bad side.... But I'm not bad (I don't think) its just confusing and I am gaining new abilitys all the time. Help me? There's another thing... I do think my mom is somewhat crazy...she talked about this recently but I had the dream about the demon girl two years ago before I turned 13. I knew magic before my mom I believe....and I don't know if she is playing with dark stuff or a creature is trying to reach me . I'm chased by monsters all the time and at twelve a similar situation happened to my friend and she said that something made her say it . I knew something would happen like this ever since I was four because I use to run in my moms room and scream in her face to see if she was alive . My dreams warned me and told me about the future and I didn't get it till now . The one dream that gets me is the notes my mom left me....it was a dream of how it feels to not be born. I travel from house to house and picked up letters describing my moms life time.... Without me. The last house / the house I live in now is when the worst part came.... The house was damaged and I found a binder and it said how much she love me and how special I was..... I didn't remember all of what my mother said but I know it was important and then this guy came wanting to know where the binder is..... I hid it and he threatens to kill me after he kills this guy he knows. And the dream ends. I can't help thinking that my mom is going to die soon. I'm afraid.... Because the dream didn't continue. She also mentioned a guy she didn't or shouldn't know....that freaked me out...I've been looking for help ever since. And that dream happened a year ago. I have plenty more that ended up telling or warning me bout the future