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I've been considering this for a while, and now need a little more guidance from more experienced practitioners and/or peers here. I have been considering myself non-initiate Wiccan for a little while now, but I've begun to doubt if the God I've identified truly is the right patron for me. I have doubted this for a while, and have come to the conclusion that it may be best to finally accept that He may not be right for me. However, I've also been identifying him as The God, and fear that without a balance of female and male divinity in my practice I cannot truly consider myself Wiccan any longer. I don't know if I could even continue to refer to Him as The God (as he's the only God I could truly imagine filling that position in my practice currently) if I have chosen to finally accept that He is not my patron in my wider spirituality. I'm unsure with how to proceed with this, but I do plan to meditate and do some divination when I get the chance. What would you suggest, from your own experience? Thanks to any and all replies made :)

Bright Blessings,

~Nymree