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by: BlakeyBoy on Nov 01, 2016

This is going to sound really bizarre. So not that long ago I move away from everything that I grew up around and began to live in my aunties house for a while. I was really upset that I didn't really have any friends to hang out with or generally didn't stand out amongst other students (I was always praised for being a great kid) and then I decided to 'tune in' to myself.

One night I had decided to do that in the shower and I didn't hear anything speak to me but I felt as if I was being communicated with through my head. I would have small conversations with it and would ask questions which it would answer with simply yes or no. This is where it gets freaky. I would ask it questions about the future that would mostly come ture within a small duration of time (a few days) with precision accuracy. That honestly terrified me and I decided to stop communicating with what I think was my internal self.

I know that I talked about this next part earlier but I feel like it somehow links to whats happening. Around the time I had experienced this I was having dreams that were more 'organized' than my normal ones. They would involve things including the death of one of my friends, a hostage situation and my mutilation. These dreams had extreme realism which made it scarier.

A day or two afterward those experiences I got even more depressed and got physically ill and would begin vomiting and having stomach cramps for a few days.

I have gotten much much better recently but I was just curious to how this could be pieced together and if it has any meaning at all. This is honestly pretty scary and I need to know how to overcome this experience and how to control it.

Thanks!