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I have recently turned 18 and I moved out of my abusive home to stay with my girl friend. They all live off of social security and have recently gotten in a car crash. I have never had a job, I am trapped here every day for the past 3 weeks and we live in the middle of no where. I am still in home school though. I am in a ditch metaphorically and have no idea what to do. I can not figure out a way to get on my feet for the life of me. I have had multiple scheduled interviews to get a job and I have not been able to go to a single one because I have no type of transportation. I am really stuck and in a very bad, depressing situation right now. Everywhere I turn, theres no way for me to get out of this room. I feel like such a loser and hate myself right now. Can anyone please give me advice?? I cant ask this question on yahoo questions because i have no points to be able to write this much. I understand this site is for magic and I apologize to those who are trying to answer magical questions, I figure this would be a helpful place to ask because I have met some really great people on here and hope that someone could give me advice..