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Hello, my name is Buttercup for those of you that do not know me, and today I am writing with concerns.

So as anybody who has met me knows, my soul is very old. Even people who don't believe in magic have told me I'm an old soul. I even feel the soul inside of me is old, it's just something that I have come to accept. However I want to talk about what that could mean.

I'm not sure that any of us are quite certain what we take from our previous lives. However I think that my soul has been carrying a lot with it through its life. I feel thoughts that aren't mine but in my voice, they tell me to do things I'd never do or act a way I never would.

My souls feels dark, and I'm not sure if we keep the dark from our previous lives but my souls seems to have. I think that I am carrying too much baggage from my past lives. They are many and seem to be intent on making me just like them.

I need help, I need to know if there is a way, a possibility, to control these lives. I don't want to banish them, not at all they have proven useful and supportive, but I don't want them to consume me. Because if I leave this pr bowl unchecked they will.

Can anyone help me?

Blessed Be
Buttercup