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I?m 40-something and have been bullied since I can recall. There?s just something about me that attracts negative energy. I thought once I left high school, that it would be over. Watching grown women (mostly women) act like 15 yo school girls makes me feel so sad, but it also makes me angry, resentful and embarrassed because one girl in particular makes me feel so anxious that I?m constantly making mistakes and my mind goes blank, which in turn makes others think I?m stupid. I know I have a lot to learn in magick and metaphysics, but I really just want these childish women to leave me alone. I want to use the intent for them to just stop the bullying behaviours.