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luna112
Name: luna112
Location: In the corner. hiding from the light...
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Fri, 09 Oct 2015
Membership: Member


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My name is nevaeh which is backwards for heaven also meaning hell, my mother named me that to spite me and I have not the heart to change it I keep it as a reminder of who I am. My mother and father both rejected and neglected me before I turned 16 and left the house. I was bullied at school and had no friends so I left everything behind and moved. I now live with myself in a dinky flat in the suburbs of the city. I claimed money from my parents and have started up my new life. If it is much of a life...
I am not a regular human, my mother knew moderate levels of magick and so now a curse lies upon me. I often get vivid visions that result in physical pain to my body.
In a room full of happiness
She sits so depressed
In a shadow of darkness
On a never-ending search
A search for happiness
A search for success.
The opposite of what she feels is her,
She can't leave her shadowy corner
Her corner full of darkness & hate
She can't leave the bad memories of her child hood behind,
That brings her so much sadness & pain
In every one she sees her Mom and her dad
So many people
So many times I have tried to guide her away
But in the shadowy of darkness
It is all she has ever known
Its not something
That I can explain
The complete emptiness & hate
Is what keeps her sane.
People don't understand
Why she stays there all day
As she slowly watches
Herself decay.
In the shadow of darkness
She sees only black and white
In the shadow of darkness
There is nothing bright.
Memories begin to flood
Memories that bring pain
Memories so faint,
Yet so vein
In the shadow of darkness
She feels she must never leave
In the shadow of darkness
She must forever grieve
She doesn't understand
And always asks
Why am I so different from every one else?
Why doesn't any one take the time to under stand me?
But there is one thing in this darkness,
that she has always realized,
that this is her place no matter what,
the darkness will one day consume her if it has not already,
The darkness is always there for her,
unlike any one else.