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lucretia42
Name: lucretia42
Location: trinidad & tobago
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Sun, 15 Feb 2009
Membership: Member


Personal Bio
black female. teacher. lives with parents for many reasons. and its the culture in my country to do so. i come from a conservative christian background that has left me bitter, hurt, and lonely. My relationship with God is very bittersweet! i consider myself a secular christian now. i am socially shy when it comes to relationships with men now. too many failures. i dont like men. but i consider them a necessary liability like taxes. they dont appreciate the honest love i give them so i have sort of quit dating seriously for now until i am convinced to change that. single. never married, no kids. as far as my experience with metaphysics, i have been targeted and curious about it. i live in the west indies which traditionally uses voodoo, puja, zen, kabalah, and occult. i want to learn white magic in order to 1. protect myself. 2. improve my oppressed talents. 3. become financially independent. 4. learn or discover my potential in magic. 5.become a christian wiccan 6. ultimately to heal & help people. 7. make a living with it, so that i can retire and live by the sea and live my life in peace. sometimes i get dreams of a forecast of a situation. or sometimes i pray ardently for a person in suffering and it works. but i am constantly targeted by evil doers. my mother, aunt and late grandmother all have the gift of premonition to some degree. so i dont know what that makes me or if i really have the potential to be enchanted. (pardon my use of the magic terms, i am new at this so i dont know the jargon yet). well u can ask me anything.