Hey again people, excuse any grammatical mistakes and carry on reading. Please respond because I am in need of urgent help or at least an explication.
It has been one year that I'm trying astral projection but without success, but last week, something strange happened.
It had been a while I hadn't tried Astral projection and thought to give it a go. So I laid and did the relaxations thing and everything. I started feeling like static crawling on my skin, it didn't hurt but made me uncomfortable. Then some slight tingling and then the worse came:
I felt like someone was trying to rip my astral self from my body and my breath was cut short, I struggled for some time and couldn't open my eyes but then finally after what seemed like a half hour fight, I was to normal.
I was scared and spent most of the night crying, as sleep wasn't really an option.
Is this normal or did something really bad happen ?
I think I know what happened here. I don't quite know what this "thing" is but I'll call it the Darkness. Similar to how light casts a shadow when it hits an object, Darkness is created when magical "light" hits an object (such as healing). It usually exists near a location with "good" energy. While the light heals, Darkness feeds off of people's energy (think of it as like a dementor from Harry Potter). The Darkness is not evil, per say, it exists to maintain the natural balance between light and dark, good and evil in the Universe. Good news, it doesn't appear to be common. This is only the second time I've ever heard of it. Also, I doubt it's directly dangerous, but you should avoid it all the same. I think it's pretty easy to protect yourself from it, though I've never specifically tried myself.
I'm not entirely sure what happened but it seems you were on the right track until "the worst part" I think just at the point of separation you might have hesitated etc. and so you got caught in the in between state, its like your physical body catching up with your astral body and just slapping you in the back leaving you breathless and ended up overreacting to that. At least thats what happened to me at it was not a good memory.
That's a good point that I hadn't considered. I've never had that kind of problem with astral projection, but I do know that if you are interrupted you will "awake" with a start and probably feel disoriented. However, Giselle still describes the experience as if someone is trying to "rip out" her astral form. I think we have a some kind of built-in fail-safe that prevents something like that from happening.
Lol nothing can harm you I suggest focus astral projection is harmless. And there's really no need to cry, I'm an angelic believer so just call on archangel michael to protect you. also fear makes you weak I learnt that the hard way, so don't be scared.
It is unlikely that the Darkness can cause harm to you. It's effect is much more disconcerting than actually dangerous. Even if I'm wrong, I pretty sure it's easy to protect yourself and, if you look carefully, you can probably tell where it is and get rid of it. Love, being the light of the Universe, will repel it. The one other time I've heard of the Darkness it was described as originating from a "portal" located near a negative location or person(s), if that helps.
I actually got goosebumps reading this post. The exact same thing has happened to me on more than one occasion. I put it down to sleep paralysis or lucid nightmare but that is word for word the exact thing that has happened to me. The static swirling the round the body almost like some unseen hands all over you but all at the same time. It didn't exactly hurt but made me feel very uneasy and scared. I tryed to move but every time i moved one way something opposed me to make me stay where i was. I have to say i was concious of what was going on the whole time When i eventually woke up, came round i felt physically drained. As i say this has happened to me on more than one occasion.
Normally I'd give another theory or logical deduction, but I've already said all that in this thread. OH MY GOD, you've had to go through this more than once. This Darkness is, according to an encounter I read about, THE Darkness. It is the "evil" energy of the Universe. I've never seen it myself, but I can imagine how it feels. To go through that more than once, to me, is unimaginable. I sometimes "feel" the dark energy around me, but I (figuratively) look and don't touch. But you've have been (practically) assaulted by this thing. No one should have to undergo that. Anyone who needs help protecting yourself against this, contact me.