Have you ever seen the Goddess and the God? I have read about Wiccans meeting the god and goddess in dreams and stuff like that. How did you do it? I really want to learn how to do it as well. I have experienced certain things and believe that I might have met the goddess once or twice. I'm not sure, and want your feedback. Here are the two times-
1. The first time, I can't remember what I did, but when I was going to sleep, I saw a woman's shadow. The shadow was slender, and had hair tied up into a ponytail. I stared at it for a few moments, wondering about how to proceed, but then I suddenly felt the urge to go check on my mother, who was in the balcony. I thought that the shadow could have been my mother, but then I checked her hair. It wasn't tied up in any ponytail, I don't think it was even tied, and the shadow was too slender to be my mother (I love her, but she does have a bit of weight). I stayed with my mother for a few hours, and by the time I went back into the bedroom, the shadow was gone.
2. In my area, I've never seen stars in the night sky until this experience. I was meditating, keeping the symbol of the goddess in my head, and praying. I left a bunch of flowers as an offering to her and her consort, the God. Before I left, I wanted to look at the night sky. And there it was! Two stars! Not only that, but those two stars were horizontally same. Here's a simple way to draw it. This (*) is one star.
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That's how it looked like. Each star was next to each other, with a bit of distance between them. They looked like two eyes. Ever since then, every time I look up at the night sky above my home, I see those two stars, watching me. Has anyone ever experienced something like this? It'd be appreciated if you did. Also, I don't have any mental health issues and don't drink or do drugs. I was well-rested during both occasions.
I have seen both, the first time I've seen a god, was the Egyptian God of Death and Embalming, Anubis. He would appear in my dreams, speak in a different language, I never felt nervous or afraid of him, but it made me curious about him. I was only 12 at the time, so I started my research, came to realize that Anubis is the most caring Egyptian God in Mythology, he loves each and everyone of us and it pains him when our hearts are to heavy. He wants us to go into the after life.
As I continued my research I found out I was known as a "daughter" of Anubis, he only appears to those pure in heart, and helps us whenever we need comfort. He became my patron god soon after.
I do still dream about him from time to time, but it's usually days I cry myself to sleep, when I was 16 I tried doing a strong spell, and it failed. I had horrific nightmares even after I tried purifying my room, myself, my candles, everything. But Anubis was always there in those dreams protecting me from whatever the nightmare monsters was there. (Majority of them were zombies and I haven't seen or played in zombie games).
The second god I saw was actually Nyx, weird huh? A Greek Goddess and a Egyptian God, she never appeared to me in my dream per se, but she did appear to me when I was lucid dreaming, I was always afraid of the dark, and my power had gone off, but she told me I'd be okay and how I should fall asleep, she comforted me until I did.
I have a necklace in her name and a necklace in Anubis' name I wear them during the day then put them under my pillow at night, I made my own protection spells on them and never had a nightmare since.
