Thunder

i fell like that also it is very strange

I use to meditate to a thunderstorms tape. I find thunder and rain very cleansing and soothing.

Im mor twords the wind and shadows

The wind and I do not get along. It has torn my fresh barn repairs to pieces.

I've always felt connected to rain, when everyone else i know finds it depressing, i find it peaceful, not so much thunder but i like it too.

I am not sure if I have a connection to thunder or not but I have always loved a good thunderstorm. The energy is always amazing! I have never tried to cast during a storm. May be something to it. Ill have to try and see.

Maybe its a real connection. It's not really on particular element either... hmm.

It could be that you are unknowingly harnessing the energy given off in a lightning strike. This would create a verey strong set of sensations, but being that bursts of lightning are super focused and so short it would charge you for an extremely condensed time frame. I like to think of lightning as a packet of energy that explodes on contact thus flinging white red and blue energies in all directions (these energies rolling just behinde the physical sonic boom). You should try meditating on the feelings or try creating a relationship with a thunder god to see if you can learn to controll it and use the energy or maybe how to store it safely until you need it.

Yeah it is, if you mean the thunder than it is of the wind if you mean of the lightning than its of the fire

I absolutely love thunderstorms! Just not really scary tornado weather kind lol. I mean i love those too just as long as a tornado doesn't come close to my town or me lol. But yes i love the intense feeling of energy through storms. I feel like have a connection with thunderstorms especially small ones or severe ones. I love the sound of thunder and i love the smell of the rain when it falls or isn't falling. :)