from the air and everything I tried to drain energy from the shadows the air from the floor the light the heat and cold all the elements to be exact and then some seconds after that I felt cold like chills and then hot.
I think you are doing something wrong. Why are you trying to "drain" energy anyway? Are you this good at energy manipulation that you can draw it properly? Can you evoke? Can you invoke?
Energy is "spirit" and as we all know, we are all very different. Blood is a good comparison to a physical form of "spirit" or "energy". It courses through us and sustains our body. But you wouldn't just take the blood from a random person and shove it into you would you? No. We have a variety of blood "types". And equally, we have to consider what agrees with our spirit. Air is not all made alike. The air can be dense in a stressful scene. It can be dizzying at a concert as people's excitement for the event fills the atmosphere.
Why do you need to "drain" energy to begin with? Do you not sleep well, eat well, exercise, and meditate? Do you not connect with Nature? These things should give you all the "energy" you need to be healthy. Taking from other things unnecessarily and shoving it into yourself is going to cause you more problems than anything. I would expect at the very least emotional and mental discontent, or even illness with no physical way to treat it.
I needed that energy for gym class and I usually faint wen its over so I tried to drain energy before class and it worked so I tried to practice because I don't want to go to the infirmary every time I finish gym class.
if I practice every day I might be able to even defend myself without having to fight but I will need some practice because I need to forget that I'm draining energy to stop draining it because if I concentrate in something I cant stop concentrating on it and I always concentrate wen draining energy so its going to be difficult and I'm still draining energy I need to forget that I'm draining it to stop I drained energy 9 may and I couldn't sleep and I feel a lot stronger that before.
is it normal to get stronger after draining energy?
ho and it happened twice counting with yesterday and I got worried so I wanted to know if it was bad for me and a friend helped me a lot and he told me that it was a little dangerous I could get sick or something so I will try to drain a lot less energy.
If you faint everytime after gym, then you need to go to the doctor and find out why. If your doctor already knows why then he can write a letter that you can take to school to allow you to sit out of physical activity. And that doesn't even require a doctor's appointment. Your doctor should be able to fax it to your school.
I was born with a heart valve abnormality but it didn't and still does not effect my normal daily activities. However, gym is strenuous, and I almost blacked out after running for class in 85 degree heat. My doctor promptly wrote a letter saying that I could at any time sit out. My school felt it was too risky and forced me to sit out whether I liked it or not. Sure, I was a little saddened that I couldn't play sports with my friends, but my health was more important. I couldn't receive an A in gym class, but I was happy with my B+ for doing nothing more than stretching and a few written exams. They cannot discriminate against you for health problems. Your profile and user name hints that you may also suffer from depression which can be an underlying symptom of a greater health issue. Many times people do not realize how often the mind reflects physical inbalance.
Bottom line: Magick should not be used to combat misuse of your body. Pushing yourself further than your physical limits while convincing yourself mentally that you can may land you in a hospital, or worse a body bag. Please don't. Lack of energy is not the reason you are fainting therefore you are trying to cure the symptom and putting additional stress on the problem.
I get tired very fast I run for two minutes and I really need to stop and I have very low energy so to speak and if I drain energy I can increase my own if I train sports after I have started to drain energy has I've said wen I start to drain energy I need to forget that I'm draining energy to stop draining it and its over now I forgot for a few seconds and I am not draining energy anymore.
now can anyone answer my question.
Is it normal to get stronger after or wen draining energy.
and I will only use the energy drain to protect myself and those that I love and I don't like to fight so that's the only way to defend myself if I don't want to fight I'm pacifist so this is the smartest (and the less violent)way to protect everyone.
and I always felt lonely its part of my personality just for you to know.
Instead of draining the energy, how about simply collecting loose/forgotten energy? works for me. Another method I use to level myself is called grounding+centering. You may want to look into those as well. The way you do things can usually directly affect the type of outcome. Hence why "dark" magic users can tend to depend more heavily on their craft as they age, due to the toll on the energies of the physical body.
