help magics hard plz help

In addition to Sue's post, if you find meditation difficult try managing deep relaxation first.

After you feel you have done all you can with the basics, then move on to spells. Bare in mind that the best spells are the ones you write yourself and some of the spells on this site are complete bogus. Personally, I do not believe in weather spells but others may.

Find your strong point too. Which spells do you feel come most naturally to you? Protection spells? Wish spells? Try to find out.

Also, magic isnt just something you can do in a day. It requires practice and patience to improve the effect the spell will have. In addition, it is better if you have strong will towards the spell- will is important. The more you will something the more likely it is to happen.