Im losing my faith- magic

Lol, rain spells... Perhaps this is the little reason that made you to lose faith about magick and witchcraft.
I am now sure that the reason of losing your faith and belief is because you do not cast the proper spell. If you will keep casting fantasy / fluffy spells, I assure you that they won't work and you'll start thinking that real magick practices do not exist.

You need to learn what spells work and what spells do not work.

Just remember that there are two types of spells:

Real magic spells - These are real magic spells that actually work for the magic practitioner if he/she casts it properly. Such spells will work for you if you know what you are doing, if you are experienced and familiar with the basics, and work better if you will choose to follow some optional traditions like : colors, planetary days and hours, moon phases, ritual tools and supplies, etc. Such spells always worked for me if they were casted properly, since they are magic spells that have potentiaby l to work,. Do not forget that this is about potnetial, and such spells really have it. By saying real magic spells i mean that these are magic spells that can be cated by magic practitioners. Such spells do not include physical changes and DNA changes, or any actual kind of transformation. This is the other sort of spells i am going to talk about.

Fluffy / fantasy spells - Such spells are not real magic spells. The magic practitioner will not be able to get results from them even if he dedicates as much energy as he can, and even if he / she follows all of the traditions and optional things. It means that they have no potential to work. No matter what the magic practitioner tries to do, and how. Such spells include : transofrmation, DNA changes, and other kind of things which can be found only in science fiction movies. You are able to avoid such spells by : personal experience, logic sense and maturity.

This thing is very important. The proper spell has a lot to do with managing to cast the spell, it gives the spell most of its potential to work, as i said.

After you know now why your spells did not work and you lost faith, practice real things and then you'll see the effects.

A spell won't work unless you believe. So no, a spell can't be your proof because if you have doubts, that will stop the spell from working as it should.

Why don't you watch something like ghost hunters,it's not about magick,but it IS paranormal,then think,if ghost can be real,then why not magick? not ALL of the places they go are haunted,but in other places they don't find a ratonal explanation,that's one thing that might help.

Find a group or event in your area. Participate or witness a true ritual. My belief in magick stemmed from seeing it as a child. I have no doubt because I did see what it could do from experienced people.

As I read over your posting history in the forums I get some clues about your problem. Within the last week you have posted about a girl that you cursed to death in 4 months, a post asking how to gather energy, and one about a demon egg spell that you are making. I will refrain from the fluffy commentary and just simply say that you need to research and study your magic basics.

I live in a place where witchcraft is banded. They are all christians. It would be hard finding an event. So I'll have to wait until I can move.

I have been. And the demon egg thing was just a curious question.

You shouldn't expect so much at once. Magic is gradual. I've also seen other posts of yours and you seem all over the place. It takes focus. Blessed be.

Magic takes some time to learn. It will take it least a year on average of doing meditation and/or magic before your success with spells gets satisfactory. Just keep at it and you will succeed I assure you, anyone can do it. And if Im ever losing my confidence I just go on this site. Does it sound like everyone is lying? Are they saying their are fluffys and fake spells for no reason? Are people going to waste their lives pretending? No. This is real and you will succeed if you keep practicing I promise you.

Try small man elemental magic of that level where weather is player is difficult no matter how much you practice. Also it would help if you could find type of magic that relates to your personality, not what every one follows. What I mean is find your own path man, there are infinite types of magic field its like if you will different types of medical field you have dentists etc.. just find one suited to you believe it dream it live it. And remember baby steps don't jump the big gun back lash of spell is nasty trust me I had spell back fire on me 3 years ago and the scar of it cant be healed no matter what.