need dark arts teacher

Morality has to be linked to accountability and intention. Intention's inescapable and cannot be perverted or corrupted unlike Karma. Karma's self definined so therefor one can delude oneself into believing that an act is for the greater good when in fact it could be the contrary.
It appears that your concepts and theories align strongly with those of chaos magick. Have you explored this path?

Yes actually. I work mostly with mixing physics, chemistry, and magic, but i tend to think a healthy dose of chaos is needed for everything. I have found chaos magic to be an extremely versatile and widely used term. I like to think of myself not really having a set path so to speak, but merely taking this and that from wherever is necessary and useful at the time to utilize in a random assortment of stuff, that gives steady, measurable, tangible results.

i say go for it you can probably find a book online or at an occult shop about the black arts