Please someone help me

No demon I've ever asked would help me or ever teach me

It looks like you are going into the Fantasy spells. Those spells are impossible to do. Lighting people on fire and stopping time is impossible.

describe your power and I might be able to help you control it

Ya I know their imposibable, or atleast it should be. But them again seeing the future and god's walk on water but yet some people still are able to do it, or atleast I have and all my life I've just wanted to know why or how and to control it, that why I look into magicka, it's been the only explanitation

try to explain how this power feels when you use it, this might help

I think the reason you're passing out is not because you're forgetting to breathe (because your body has many ways of forcing you to before you pass out), but rather because you're putting too much spiritual energy into the spell. It's quite normal to use a little bit too much energy for a spell when returning to spell work. I'm not sure if you've ever heard this before, but something we say after casting a circle in my real-world coven is, "we are between the worlds. what happens between the worlds, changes all the worlds." It applies here in that you are putting your spiritual and mental energy into this spell and meditation, drawing it out of you, putting it somewhere else. When you do so ("between the worlds") you are changing your physical world. You are not just drawing spiritual energy, but physical energy. Try practicing energy manipulation while lying in bed right before you go to sleep to work on putting in different amounts of energy moving in and out. When you get into doing real spells, try to send your energy into an object that you have at hand so you can draw it back up if need be.

Hope I helped a little!

Blessed be!

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-G

That dose help actually thx

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