Death

i know that. but i think he well pick the rebirth or the helper. and to think that i can still talk to him in the spirit world is really is truly sad. in fact he may not be there.



-Chaos-

If he is not there then he is on his way back to this plane, you knew him, was he ready to go or not? Even if you do not sense him now give some time, he may be lost in eternal bliss, it takes a while to get past that and make his choices, remember that one minute on our plane is equal to almost to a lifetime on the next, so even if he has moved on in time he will have the choice to return or fall, everyone has that choice.

Chaos, I am sorry for your loss. Just because you weren't sad at first does not make you a bad person. Your concious mind may not have grasped that concept at the time. Or it is possible that your subconcious realized that for him there would be no more suffering. 18 was to young. Stay strong Chaos. You are a good person and you do have a heart.

i am truly sorry for your loss, and wish him to rest in peace

Chaos you are not heartless because you smiled when he died,he got one step closer into divinity and you should be happy,but thats just my opinion