spirit

It sounds like you are a natural medium. It's best to research mediumship and learn to control it. This basically means that you are a conduit for spirit. Spirit in this sense is any essence or energy.

You are most likely a very emotional person that experiences random thoughts and moodswings because you are subconsciously picking up off of everyone, all emotion, and all spirits that you come into contact with (or if you are very sensitive, that are in the same room as you). That's very very very unhealthy. And I will stress VERY. I've seen it destroy good people. That's why it's important to recognize it and learn to control it. It is bad to say "well this is how I am, look at me I am so cool". No.

We are all mockers. Our brain naturally mocks emotion and even pain in our own bodies when we witness it in someone else through our physical senses. But when this meets spiritual sensitivity, it causes the individual to become a human mirror to energy, reflecting they're entire environment. If not learned to be controlled it can lead to some severe neurotic tendencies and even mental disorders, especially chronic depression and anxiety. Someone that doesn't realize their emotions are displaced and differentiate between what is theirs and what is not theirs will end up accepting the negativity they experience as their own and it will mentally cripple them.

So read, learn, and grow. Stop expecting to be spoon fed answers to your questions online and research with real paper books in a library or bookstore. Keyword "Mediumship" "Channeling" and "Psychic Defense".

I've heard that the "Practical Guide to Psychic Self Defense" is one of the best books on the subject of protection that most people can apply readily.

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