Giving Everything To God.

If you feel connect to Christianity then stick to that and about "multi-culture" i think you mean exploring other side? If so then that is okie, learn what they practice, why and then look back to christanity, this will help you to be an open minded
person as well as gather some answers to your questions.

To me you seem to confuse and a little in a mess, you want to open other door but you cant leave the one you were raised?

Give yourself some time and work things out. If you need help just private message me and i will gladly help you. :)