I need some help

Okay, thanks for the advice.

There's so many insightful comments here. Judging by your question I am assuming that you have attempted or have contacted your spiritual guide with that said I can only add you should always be respectful and cautious when dealing with other worldly beings. Reminds me of a person I knew. She asked to learn how to be more patient. Her car broke down the very next day and I don't know if she learn patience but she did learn to be cautious of what she asked for.