Hi believer,
notice that I did not call you trying to believe. I read the second page just now, I'm not very tech saavy. Anyways, after everything you have been through, you still hang on. Don't think that god has given you a big 'OH HELL NAH!' You were given hope to survive. He also sent you here to us, we won't think of you as a burden, lie to you, listen to your problems just because we are paid for it. You have come to us because God led you to understanding people. ler the past go, live a new life, don't just think that we don't want to hear your sob story' b ecause if you are willing to tell us, we are willing to listen, when you feel like there is no hope or nobody who loves you, you can search up how to call on my angels and do it, you feel loved unconditionally, accepted reagrdless of what you've done in the past. i once felt lonely and felt useless, because I remembered past lives in which I had served my life and never done anything for myself and thought that no man had a happy ending and that we are all alone and we are so useless. But I died happy and realized that I hadn't served the gods because I have to, but because I loved them, and in a way what I did for them I did to myself too. I don't usually cry, but I cried. I never felt the love of parents, they were so cold, distant and only saw me as a burden with which they must bear so that they could fullfil their own ambition. It was the first time I'd felt something like it, and I felt it stir up emotions, on eof the things I had given up on, it's alright, we're all sinners but we are still loved, let all the pain go, if the angel summoning doesn't work, think of us, we are your spiritual family, you can say anything and we, or I at least, will accept you.
This is a bit off topic but mind telling me how you came to remember your past lives? I've been told that in past lives that I was part of a small coven and a keeper of secrets but this is something I would like to confirm for myself.
Thank you for your kind words. I'm so used to being ignored or being treated poorly that idk how to react.
words are not kind,
hearts are kind,
words are merely expressions of the heart
god id kind
god loves you.
he doesn't need words when he can touch your heart
Everybody seems to believe that their God is the one true God.
Everyone may believe whatever they wish. But a belief does not make it true.
Far too many members state that God is this,or God is that, and stating it as though it is fact.
It is a belief!
All the so-called Holy Men of the past have claimed that they have spoken with God. But always alone, with not a single witness.
In my own personal experience as a Wiccan, there have been times when the Gods spoke directly to me in words that I could understand, and there have been other times when they have communicated with me in dreams and in visions during meditation. One simply has to be open to their communications no matter what form it might take.
Ok, first of all, let's be clear, gods, angels, demons, spirits of nature, are not actually physical beings (I heard they can, however, under very special circumstances, manifest of the physical plane). There are forms of energy
That being said, when you enter into contact with one of them, it's through the filter of the human being's creative capacity, Imagination, in other words, your own mind.
So, in accordance to your own knowledge, the Divinity or Spirit will manifest in such a way.
Aleister Crowley said that the true Archangel Michael was indistinguishable from your own true conception of said being.
Let's take the more common example of angels, particularly, the Cherubim...most people imagine them and know them as fat little babies with wings...however, Kerubim (in hebrew) means "Beasts" and they take animal shape...most likely, chimeric shapes.
It's the same with gods.
Now, I stated before that the best (and easiest) way of communication with another being, is through your own mind, no matter what religious or magical (not the same) path you take. Those beings, made of pure energy, will take the shape in accordance to your own conception of it...the more you know, the more you study said being, the closer to it's true essence it will appear. So there won't be any kind of language barrier.
Now, other forms of communication are a bit more complicated...mediumship is one way, where a person acts as a channel through which a spirit manifest...this practise can be quite dangerous to one's integrity of the Self, and it's only to be undertaken by experienced practitioners
Then there's casual manifestations, which there are no way to know the exact conditions for it
And the last is evocation, a process in which you call a certain spirit to bind it to your will and command it. Now, you can only do this with lesser beings, not gods are archangels...
Before a "my god is better than your god" argument is manifested here, i would just like to say that beleiving in a power greater than myself is what my sanity hinges on. If i dont then the responsibilities of the world fall on my shoulders. Its a no-brainer. I dont know that i would quote Allstar Crowley verbatim as he is highly controversial and your point could become mute depending on the readers opinion of him. However, i do beleive that the more aware we become of the spirit world via study and practice, prayer and ritual we are shown glimpses of opportunities of our path. We need only step up and take them with confidence and without fear.
It's hard for me to open up for communication because usually my own negative point of view gets in my way. Either that or the spirits that hang around me will just say my name over and over again. I really hate it when they start yelling. For example I asked in my mind what would make me happy and that little voice in my head was the first to speak up and it said "kill". But I have enough self control to not listen to my first instinct because if I did then I would have been dead years ago.
How do you receive information from your gods personally? I'm still a bit hung up on my past experiences and emotions.
Feel free to ignore this next bit.
If you can't tell by now I have a few abandonment issues. It started with my biological parents giving me up at 2 weeks old. It doesn't help that my adoptive father died when I was 6 and I was told "God decided it was his time". The first time I ever remember praying was when I was 6 and I prayed for my father's lung cancer to be cured. Of course it didn't work but looking back that was just foolish optimism of a child. I have gotten to the point to abandon optimism because I have no reason to be optimistic. My hope is to only avoid further pain. It's probably foolish of me at this point to think I will ever get to paradise of any sort. My main goal as far as afterlife is to continue to learn and grow.
So far following the one path that was given to me has gotten me no where so now I'm wanting to know which ones have a more personal feel to them. They have said that God is all powerful and all knowing. I try not to ask much from God because I feel as though if I prayed as much as my family I would just be a burden.
Sounds like you are in the process of soul searching of yourself. You need to remember that with any religion or belief, people can interepret things in different ways. So not all stuff will work the same from one person to another. We are all human, so we are neither good nor bad and our actions/emotions can easily shift, but that doesn't make us any different.
In dealing with any types of magical path, you will always be loved by the spirits and energy. Energy is the key element here. You can find it everywhere. The deities / gods /godess / spiritual bodies are also connected within the energy. Yes, you can contact these beings/entities via using astral energies, dreams, rituals, etc. But their communication may not come across as verbal. Each person has their own experience and different results. Plus, you must remember, there will always be something in every religion/belief that will not make sense to someone and even create disbelief.
In order to feel not so tortured, you need to try out and study the area of your interest. Something will connect. Just don't have fear as fear creates barriers and blockages in your own self. That is why you have to follow your heart.
Having faith is always hard to come by now a days.It sure doesn't help when you never receive any actual proof that you can see,touch,hear etc.Being raised in a world where lies are spread so far i understand your skepticism.What you seek is not at all impossible to attain and can be very rewarding when done.If there's one thing you should know is faith is a very powerful tool aside from intent or fear.My educated guess would be the reason why you aren't getting anything to actually go on is because of the lack of openness.You said it yourself,you don't attempt to contact any other god out of fear so why would they appear to someone who couldn't handle their presence?Nothing happens over night bud,keep doing what your doing you will see your requested results soon enough.
