can anyone help?

What if I cant get ahold of the same one? There were more than one and they are not in english and they all look the same.

Do you not have a grimoire or a book of shadows Some call it whatever they please- Start keeping a written journal of the spells or incantations Etc. That you use that work... That way if need be you can look back for times likes this

What exactly did you do?

It was supposed to be a healing spell, but I think it just made it worse. I had everything organized and set up so that I knew which spells were which and spent hours translating them with my uncle who came visiting form cambodia(he was a monk like my dad), but the maid came in my room and messed everything up.

I didn't think of writing my own spell. Thanks for the suggestion, I'll try that!

It is strange that healing spell backfired. Even if it was interrupted, it should have simply not worked, but not backfired.
What kind of spell exactly did you use?

Just do it again without the friendly maid..

We were alone and undisturbed. Oh and just in case I didn't clarify, I didn't do the spell myself. It was done to me by a relative who actually has background in this type of thing. He had done this spell before a long time ago and it worked. he thinks that maybe something was missing that had not been written down bexause it wasn't the original, it was a written copy.

Healing spells tend to backfire in the sense that it will injure you only to make you or the persons body stronger for later occurrences.

I dont understand. This has never happened before, or at least thats what he said after we found out it wasn't helping me. He said that it made me even worse than I was before.