Magic

okay so for meditation i just sit down somewhere quiet and focus on something? and for visualization i uh...???
how am i suppose to focus on my chakras?
as u can see i am really dumb at all this! :(
i need all the help i can get, so i might get annoying >.

Check out these to site for more info;

http://www.how-to-meditate.org/index.php/

http://www.eclecticenergies.com/chakras/open.php

thannkss soo muchh :D
soo i just do this energy and meditations over and over
until what? . . .

untill you start having energy to the point that for some reason your mind says try this, or try that, push at that thing or pull against that, if you learn the basics the right way everything else kinda just falls into place as it should.

i already get that feeling

i cast rain spell. the rain comes the next day. is this magic?

This and so much more, is magick.

Well if you do a weather spell or atmokinesis, check the weather forecast for this and the following days and try to summon weather that isn't in that forecast, as there is such a thing as coinicdences.

coinicdences??

Also remember the saying.For the believer no proof is necessary,for the skeptic no proof is enough!