i always fantasised about travelling the world and being to beautiful new places but later when i came to know about these passports and other such things .i kinda felt like "how about roaming the world without passports or anything?!"from then on i started to think of magic!and ofcourse the other thing that got my mind towards magic "HARRY POTTER".LOL
i didnt know about sites like these before........... one day i was watching "nationalgeographic" and i happened to see a program about some love spells and stuffs like that then i googled and found this site!and now im really happy to be here with such generous and knowledgable people :-)
well i first started magick at the age of 13, that was 8 years ago. my first expirience with the supernatural was wene i saw my firends brothers death, 1 week befor it happened, (no way i could stop it , i was 12 i thougght it was a dream and he was far away) after he killed himself, i started seen spirits, i didnt know why i just know i did, bad one tring to hurt me soo i ahde to learn how to defend my self alone the hard way.
i started my reserch on spirits ghosts demons ect. and tryed everything in my power to protect /destroy anything that got neer me( wasnt working) mor and more spirits would start following me and one one of really hurt me physicly..thats wene i sayd "here i draw the line" lol not really sayd it but u know what i mean....i looked for a teacher and found one and i leard it was becuase of my spirit energy, i was letting it loose like crazy, making me a traget.
my path became one of faith and protection, i am a defender a guardian, all my teachings were to protect or to destroy all that is evil or harmfull to other...my teacher died :_: and now i am left alone searching for a new one....on my life expiriences i have leard of the diffrence with good and bad magick...and iven if ur energy is dark or full of anger it dusnt mean ur a bad person, i learnd to control my energy and use it on my favor.
p.s my parents never knew wene i was growing up of my powers or that i was been teached by someone my family is how u say " old school catholics" and im the black sheep in the family.
Im pretty sure if an empath was near me he or she would be on an emotional roller coaster lol
Re: Howd you get started? By: Nodrk
Post # 32 Feb 24, 2009
That would actually be good practice for an empath Kry.
Its part of the growth process to learn to isolate feelings.
Its often when we (empaths) cant do this we get the feeling of dread,negativity or even suicidle thoughts.
Once you learn to do this,you can deal with emotions one at a time,one person at a time.
For the empath there is always the chance,if they let their guard down,Or get emotionally involved,the flood will come raging in.
The other extreme for empaths is they shut their feelings down to the point of feeling nothing at all.
Not only for others ,but their own emotions.Its like a black hole,where somthing used to be.
Its a great gift to have as far as helping others at time,it sucks when you have to deal with it or control it.
The key is learning to control it
well usually i dont get this personal but i started when i was 8 and now im 23 so ive had some practice but i can still remember what started it. I woke up one summer night and it was cold and i mean cold. My german shepard who weighted 160 lbs was pinning me down and growling at the door to my room. when i looked over i seen something that i knew was not good it ingulfed the door and all around it. it left quickly after but it wasnt before i felt his hands touch me. ever since then i havnt been able to get rid of it. And have had 4 similar times not just with him. But with even other angels and even a goddess. I started off with energy and relised my power came from something i could never hope to explain. Ive had the pleasure to feel my soul. I have learned many types since that day but wicca is my true calling. Its my beliefs and my goals but dont get me wrong bide the wiccan laws i do but laws were made to be brokin.
