I have ok visualization skills. I have practiced with telepathy before. I'm sure magick is much harder. I have been reading through everything on the page, thanks for showing me the articles section! I have a couple more questions if you don't mind answering them.
How do I make my OWN spells? I would like to make my own so I know they will work. I have read posts on this and they explain with not enough detail for me. So can you explain it all the way?
Well if you want to make your own, a good thing to do is to
1. Make a goal
Then
2. Make a logical way to accomplish it
3. Make it safer by adding in cleansing and protection between stages
4. Add a chant or an elemental sacrifice or such things to make more energy go directly towards the spell you want.
That's a pretty good outline of how to make a spell^.
You just need to get a pen and paper and start writing, pretty much. You don't even necessarily need words. The only things absolutely necessary for a spell are you, energy, and your intent. If you want to add things like candles and incense, make sure the color meaning (and possibly the smell) are related to what you intend to do with the magick. For example white candles and sage are good for cleansing. If you are working with crystals, make sure of the same thing. In your writing of the spell you can make it rhyme, include an invocation if you wish, or just make it a simple prayer type thing.
So after you cleanse the space and set up the circle, (frequently one also calls the corners), you ground, center, with the energy centered you can then chant your spell while adding your intent to the energy. Then send it out.
slow down. its good to learn and learn but with things like this and just starting, focus on one subject at a time. get a notebook or start a computer document and record the things you feel are interesting or need-to-know.
Before casting any spells, start with exercises like meditation, raising and channeling power, and energy work before you move onto spellwork.
Start by learning to cast a circle and release a circle. Then when you begin with spells I'd say you start with Cleansing spells before any others.
You can't see the spells physically after you cast them. Some may be able to see the circle,but most times you cant. You may be able to feel the circle and feel the energy difference between the inside and outside of the circle.
Just like everyone else said slow down, it's best to study one thing throughly and then move on to the next, instead of over loading yourself with information that you may not have read to well because of trying to take in too much at a time.
If you are confident with what you know so far take the time to look at practices and directions you can take yourself. Also you can practice something that has an element of 'black' magic but only stick to the side of the practice you feel comfortable with. Anyway just take it slowly, you cannot run before you can walk so spend some time doing organised study and then move on to actual casting.