I wrote down a Wish that I want granted at a specified time and I don't want the spell to be retracted even if I ask for it! Also, I don't know where to get a Book of Shadows, and I'm somewhat afraid to use one anyway since it sounds like something to do with Darkness!
A book of shadows has nothing to do with dark magick it's just basically a journal to keep track of spells,herbs,gods/goddesses ,runes ,symbols etc. with computers now days you can even make a book of shadows on your phone or computer. When it comes to spells it best to create your own because you know what you want and you can make it cater to your needs. Also most spells will need you to I guess add energy to them after a certain amount of time otherwise they will weaken. I always find that sigils are good to start out with because they're fairly easy to make and almost always work and all you need is a something to draw with and something to draw on. I've seen carry around anti-anxiety sigils they carved into necklaces. I wish you the best of luck! Blessed be.
OK I wrote this Wish down on a Tuesday and edited it the Wednesday afterwards too much for fit here and I want it granted by a certain time Preferably This evening and I want to ensure the spell isn't undone or changed even if I ask for it to be due to my O.C.D.!
Everyone has there own way of writing out spells and sigils. What I do with spells is write it out in away that sounds good to me and a ritual that involves my gods but everyone is different you just need to put your energy into it. For sigils I write out what I want get rid of all the vowels and repeating letters then arrange them into a design and simplify and change it until it looks right to me. Then I use my energy to charge it (I also sometimes write it using ash or oil from different plants and herbs to add extra energy but it's not a must). Then write it's or carve it into something and carry it around with you or put it somewhere where it will help your wish come true.
Ghnoel, I would suggest looking a bit into magick yourself, and seeing what your own path says about magick. Some paths have more complications magick, and if you follow one of those paths, you're just going to have to ride with it or find a new one.
You should try not to be lazy at all when it comes to magick. It could have serious consequences with some spells, if you aren't willing to take the right precautions or go through the necessary steps.