I'm curious as to what spells you have attempted so far. Remember that being TOO specific in the details of your magical goal can hinder it severely.
An example is that you do a spell to get a new car. If you demand it is a "new, smoothly working vehicle" instead of "Cherry red 1964 Mustang with all green leather interior" the first is far more likely to be manifested by the universe.
Why? Simply because it is easier. I think the Universe likes things the simple way. I notice my spells that are general tend to work out more effectively. You have to give the universe some wiggle room & realize that spells effect more than just you.
To get that car the universe has to make/find someone with a "new, smoothly working vehicle" & make sure they find their way to you.
Try something smaller first, as other comments have mentioned. A simple & fun spell [glamour] to attempt is invisibility.
Hold a small sea shell, opal or black stone/crystal for sympathetic energy in your left hand. Close your eyes. Then visualize yourself standing in your current surroundings. See the outline of your body begin to blur into the background, mixing in seamlessly with the colors & textures behind you. When you feel good & covered place any objects you were holding in a pocket, medicine bag or whatever you wish.
Be sure than you are VISUALIZING! See your intentions coming to fruition in your mind's eye. If you can't imagine it you can't manifest it.
Magic like anything else takes practice, practice practice! I also highly recommend writing/creating your own spells. Those always wind up being more effective for me personally.
I'm curious as well as to what spells you've tried casting. For me if I don't feel connected to a spell then I won't do it because it wont work for me. I usually look for a spell and just use it as a base and add my own personal intentions that'll work for me to feel connected to it. Am I making any sense? Lol. There are some spells I've done that I haven't altered that have worked for me, but like I said I have to feel connected to it. Also you can't be impatient and expect it to work right after you've casted it. For example I found one off the internet for a job for my boyfriend that I did. I changed and added a few lines, mediated on it, put all my energy & focus into it then just let the candle burn. For the first couple of days I'd think about it, then felt I should just let it be. The same day the candle burned out he got an email for an interview for exactly what I did the spell for. I have found what works best for me is to not sit and dwell on the spell. To instead let it take its own course. Maybe your like me and try to put to much focus on it that you get in the way, or at least that's how I feel what happens with me.
Well I've been able to stop time and light people on fire, I've only done these things once by accident and without even intending to, that's what filled my drive for magik, knowing I have great magikal power because I can feel it and I've seen it with my own eyes. Everyone I've ever told said I'm crazy and I just made it up, well expect for those I've hurt with magik that is.
I can look into any ones future at will and remote view (though I'm a bit out of practice) but I can't ever do an actual spell, Latin or new aged. I hurt people with my power that I have no control over.
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I just want to help people, or atleast for a start control the power I have
Ya I know their imposibable, or atleast it should be. But them again seeing the future and god's walk on water but yet some people still are able to do it, or atleast I have and all my life I've just wanted to know why or how and to control it, that why I look into magicka, it's been the only explanitation
I think the reason you're passing out is not because you're forgetting to breathe (because your body has many ways of forcing you to before you pass out), but rather because you're putting too much spiritual energy into the spell. It's quite normal to use a little bit too much energy for a spell when returning to spell work. I'm not sure if you've ever heard this before, but something we say after casting a circle in my real-world coven is, "we are between the worlds. what happens between the worlds, changes all the worlds." It applies here in that you are putting your spiritual and mental energy into this spell and meditation, drawing it out of you, putting it somewhere else. When you do so ("between the worlds") you are changing your physical world. You are not just drawing spiritual energy, but physical energy. Try practicing energy manipulation while lying in bed right before you go to sleep to work on putting in different amounts of energy moving in and out. When you get into doing real spells, try to send your energy into an object that you have at hand so you can draw it back up if need be.
