That is a good attitude to have, but I'm going to continue to discourage you from this lifestyle because I do not believe it is healthy. I have also gained a great deal of knowledge and understanding that few I have met possess, and what I know and have come be believe tells me that you must put your life in order before you attempt to use magic in your life. The mundane solution must always be considered first, and there are many situations where magic is ill suited. Searching for a way of getting out of interacting with people because you're afraid of getting hurt is one of them.
i don't use magic to get away from people i can do that myself and i believe that magic is not a solution to everything so it would appear that we're agreeing a little bit. i do agree with you on are magical views but i just don't like being around people i've always been this way and hope that we can come to an agreement.
yes other points of view are important but i want to come to an agreement so we can share opinions and lern from this case the more knowledge someone knows and understands the better of they are being the person they want to be. besides if this is how people react to just this side of me than i really don't want to show my true self, i have never let anyone know who i really am and plan to keep it that way not to affend anyone but i just don't trust people even when i give them trust it's not complete trust i just don't. i also like to study people to jet it interests me how others can behave. i also like to gane knowledge and this is why an agreement must be made to lern more.
by the way this is a fun experience i like a good conflict when the people are so similar but still different and being a person is not being social, although that has been important for people to survive in the past it is no longer needed and people are becoming more independent, a person being a homosapien is a conshus thinking man, not social.
awesome!! Agree to disagree. I wish you luck on your quest. I have only looked to my ancestors who have passed to walk beside me. I have never tried to do an entire self made entity. Post if you are successful!! Blessings
Hi Soulheart73, are you talking about a 'Tulpa'? It sounds like you are, I read an account about a woman who was taught by monks how to do this. It involved locking herself away for months, her entire concentration and visualization technics, meditation and fasting. She eventually managed to conjure up a chubby, friendly monk, a creation from her own mind was her goal, not what happened...feeling his robe brush past her, seeing fleeting images of him, although still friendly looking it gradually got more physical until it was seen by another person. Apparently this monk began to drain her to give himself more life-force, he grew leaner, his face went from friendly to sly. In the end she had no control over this tulpa and she had to undo the process, which took a lot more effort than creating him did. It's a very interesting story. If you google 'tulpa' her story is on there.
I agree people are becoming more distrusting and there are certainly lots of people (in my experience) you can't trust, just leave a little piece of yourself open for those good guys who are out there :)
ps. It would take far more than a spell to create any self-made spirit so yes, 99.99% wont work, just a lot of work from your mind and projecting an image until it exists in the ether. Phew!
First all lets me ask you this how long have you been practcing magic Ive been doing for 20 years genius !!! so any bullshit that comes out of your mouth save it !!!
