Darkness Of My Soul

hello my name is antonio and i am a 14 year old wizard, when i cast spells sometimes my magic doesnt work when i cast spells

***the word "threat" mentioned earlier on actually supposed to be written as "thread". Therefore, so sorry for the confusion.
All in all, the so called "darkness" that I meant only takes a means of one's "way of life"... Surely, even for the slightest glimpse of it, you could understand as to what I meant right...???

You should just ask silly! :D

You must learn your basics, Antonio. :)
They can be found through Google or another search engine, if they are difficult to find,
add 'magick, pagan, occult, wicca' ect to the search.
The basics are as follows:

Shielding
Grounding
Centering
Circle Casting
Meditation
Colors and their meanings
Moon Phases and their meanings
Days and their meanings
Hours and their meanings
Herbs and magick Tools (Stones, wands, altars, ect)
Visualization
Energy Manipulation
Astral Projection and the Planes of Existence
Charms and Chakras
Elements
Astrology

Aswell as your signs and spiritual attachments, Zodiac and elements,
totems, ect. Which can depend on your birthdate, and others require spiritual
guidance through meditation or dreaming. Communication with your spririt guide(s)
can also help you on your experience.

To run down the basics, If you want to learn how to write, or properly cast spells
YOU NEED TO LEARN THESE. There is short cut to truely participating in this practice
without this essential knowledge. You study until you have these memorized, and you may
forget a few along the way. As long as you keep practicing, is as long as you will remember.

I see here only word DEMAND and your wrong perception about darkness.

This really made my day, you so funny kid

The darkness. Most people think of demons so I automatically ask what kind of darkness. I think of demons as the light though...

Come to the Dark side we have Cookies. XD

Lol

As always, I truly appreciate on all of your response in here. Though it somewhat "not related" to this thread of mine. What I truly want are to be one with the darkness... Simply put, I want the darkness inside of my soul and myself to become stronger by all means... Becomes one with the darkness are somewhat a second nature to someone such as I am.. Well, at least that's what I personally thinks off... Perhaps indeed...