Really weird

at the time of the previous full moon i felt a lot of blood lust and hyper activity...i had lots and lots of energy in me and i could control it barely!
I almost went evil...but this moon i don't feel absolutely nothing...except for the attraction to the moon...i keep seeing a red moon in my head...and i really want to look at the real life moon!
Is this anything to be worried about?

I don't see why it would. It is our nature to be curious, and as far as the lack of energy.. i wouldn't worry about that too much either..eclipses are a special event, they do strange things to us, i work in a healthcare facility with adults that have mental disabilities..our scitzos' were off the wallz tonight lol...it was a freakin riot.

For B/S - just like there is a full spectrum of colors the same way there are different feelings and needs for humans and demons. The full moon gives a greats strenght to our subconsciousness and the feelings and desires that we place in there. You must look deep inside Your desires to find out what did you feel and want the last full moon and before and what's the difference.
For dDeathLilly people with mental problems are much more fragile and receptivity for any distractions like full moon and any other turbulences in the "air". But You know it allready. I think that their connection with reality is more open to any other information that are unaccessible normaly to us. Our conciouss brain gets about 10% information that comes to us from the enviroment and surroundings. I believe that mental people get much more...