I wanted to post a poem, or song I suppose you could say. Either way....Its about Gaia and everything thats going on, from her perspective kind of. Just let me know what you think. Thanks!
Voices tearing from inside
The dark and the light
Which will take me over
Which will burn me down
An endless war inside my head
Life cries out, yet so do the dead
When one bleeds over
The other does posses
Trying to fight myself
The pain in my chest
My heart bleeds for all I know
Waiting eternal for the snow
When white covers all, born anew
A sea of green, the heavens blue
Other times there is none
Blood takes its place
A red film covers all the sun
And leaves nothing.....but space
The cries are never-ending
All inside my mind
Will I succumb to the chaos
Or will I become blind?
My heart slows its beat
My last breath could be now
Unless I take their lives
My body shakes as I bow
Will I take their lives
To extend my own
Should I live this existence
All alone
My tears fall into darkness
As I wave my hand
To feel oblivions bitter-sweet caress
And spread death across the land
So many lives taken
So many left to go
Where will they take
This future I have shown
Will they all die by my hand
Eventually
Or will they make me proud
To live, to be
The questions burn inside my head
Reminding me of all the dead
There are so many, yet few live still
How many more must I kill
When can I live again
When can I be again
When will they see
That all they do is hurt me
Will they all die by my hand
Eventually
Or will they make me proud
To live, to be
Will I kill them all
Will they fall
Or will they learn
Will they see
My blood runs through their fingers
I'm dying by their hands
When will the killing stop
When will our lives begin
Here is another poem of mine for one of the most awesome people I have come to know and call friend. ;)
What is it I am to do
when my thoughts are filled with you?
all of you
we cannot start anew
My hands have healed
and they have killed
both stranger and friend
but when will it end?
Is there nothing that will ease this pain?
Will it be what drives me insane?
I find my heart too easy to give
and my life much harder to live
when with every passing day
I find I cannot make them stay
I thought the pain had made me learn
when to give and when to turn.....away
Like the fires of Hell it would burn
I doubt I'll ever learn
Around my heart I'd built a wall
thought I would never see it fall
But I was blind
And I was left behind
With my own hands and my blood
The tears streaming into a flood
I cursed the world into the fire
but is this what I truly desire?
My skin is ablaze
My mind is a maze
I hunger for the caress
that will take me from this mess
I thirst for a friend
that will be here till the end
Will this madness never cease
will I never be at peace?
It was you I came to know
and you had lessened my woe
because you had stayed near
and told me you were here
you listened to my pain
having nothing to gain
and stayed with me in the dark
you had left your mark
Though at times your words were few
I felt you there, I knew
you gave me hope and energy
beyond the nothingness I could see
Finally I can rest
knowing I've been blessed
with one of the best....
friends I've ever known
