Update about my life

I have PTSD from some things I have done within the Military. Understand the things I do are rare and I volunteer for most that I did. I have a Top Secret Clearance for what I do. As some know I was over seas in a of country witch will not be named and I lost some good friends there. With some of the things i have seen I tried to comment suicide. Im being helped now and those thoughts are out of my head but Im still really down. Im saying all of this because I have been in this coven for going on 3 years now and some of the people here are like family and Ill treat you like family. This site is to help you with your magick but I want more with us. Im still a teacher here and if you have any questions about magick please ask me I love to answer them, but also add some personal things about your life just as a comment here. Doesnt have to be sad like mine make some really happy. And thank you all for being a family.

A update on my life is. I am on the volleyball team at my highschool and working my butt off in it. I am in Asb so i have alot of stuff to do with them. And i got my report card All A's but a F in spaish Fail lol. But i well bump my grades up in spaish hope fully.

I'm a girl who loves her friends. I love to read books, read manga, write, draw, paint, dance, being crazy, listening to music, play sports, watch anime and Wlatcy Moch 8D. I always have a story in mind, and as soon as I start one, I stop... WHATS WRONG WITH ME?!?! AHHHHH!! I'm energetic and lazy at the same time, weird huh? Oh and being with Mother Nature =D I'm bad at math... I have a......... C!

Name: Nefets
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Number: 9
Magick: Healing
Sign: Taurus
Element: Fire



when i was young i always had known there was something about me that set me apart from everyone else i knew. but i didnt know what it was. i have died eight times to this date. and i think that my gift is what has helped me stay alive. until a couple of years ago i had no idea what it was. i can heal. i have healed myself countless times. the very first time i concously healed myself was when i was 13. it was around 8o'clock at night. my head started hurting. i sat down on my couch. i rested for awhile to see if it would go away. but it only got worse. by then my head had started throbbing and my stomach was very quezzy and i felt noushouse. about 15 minutes later i was the worse. i was shaking all over uncontrolably. i threw up like six times. it got so bad that i just started chanting ''go away'' over and over. i tried concentrating on feeling better while saying ''go away'' over and over. at the time i had no idea that anything would really happen...within seconds my body was feeling better. it all passed. scince then i have been contemplating weather or not to find out what else i can do. so far i have just healed.. people. which is what i have come here to try to find some one(s) who can help better my gift. recently i have been helping my friends out. if they are in pain i heal them. my friend got cut by a bolt on a desk and she said that it really hurt. so i told her i would heal it. i put my hand over it. closed my eyes. and concentrated on the pain leaving her body. afterwards. i felt alittle shaky. but she said she felt better that it didnt hurt anymore. so i felt better too. i hope to find someone to help me better my gift so i can help people better.