When I was younger, I had many thoughts and theories that could have landed me in a padded cell if I verbalized them to the company I kept at the time. Now, I am revisiting these ideas and attempting to let go of my urge to not be " that crazy woman " and trying to find the time to experiment with them to see if they hold an validity. I'm going to ramble off a few here.
One idea I had was that the world as we know it is not the world that is known. Meaning the tree you see on your street is not there because it grew there, but there because a greater consciousness of people agree there is a tree there. ( poor example, but let's run with it )
I had, in an odd state of trance, seen the world not known to many. People were going about their daily lives, catching a bus, sitting on a lawn, ect. However, what they saw I did not. I saw energy in terms of colors swirling around. They were not sitting on a lawn, but sitting on energy they precieved as grass.
Now, while this odd state of trance was not drug induced ( no, seriously, it was not ), comming out of it I began to think more on the subject as relate it to things more than just physical.
The idea of entities. Are they there with a consciousness of their own? Or are they energy that has taken a form and been given a limited counsciousness through belief in them throughout the ages. That is to say has raw universal energy been manipulated and programed into something others can tap into without feeling guilt or responsibility?
To me, it would be no different that servitors. You take energy, create a being, give it a purpose ( and a way to exsist via constant energy flow ) and it does it ( in the simple concept of it). That energy, prior to manipulating it, was there but had no set rules, ideas or interest in performing anyone or things will.
How is that any different from godforms?
Anyhoo, I just had these ideas pop back into my head and decided to stir up imaginations here.
My aunt once suggested a similar example of this, although to a greater extent. She asked me once when I was questioning our existence, "what if we don't really exist? What if we are only here because we believe we are here?" Of course my reply was, "If we do not exist then how can we believe we are here?" To which there was no reply, but it did get me thinking. What if somebody else just happened to think us up and we exist because of that person's thought? What if that person isn't a deity at all, but rather another person who was simply thought up by another being?
These possibilities can not always be proven nor disproven and since often it is hard to do research on such things I choose to live with what I know. I do not limit myself to a science lab, but if I can't find anything to support the belief most likely I won't believe it. It doesn't have to be proof that I need, it just has to be something to support the theory. Some form of evidence.
I always have some sort of idea pop into my head that gives me the urge to dig deeper via attempting a personal experience. But then I tend to think I'm crazy and try to see if others experience the same thing.
Its how I stumbled on to astral projection. The idea popped into my head of a different plane of exsistance being possible and I went from there.
I always thought things like this when I was little.
One of my thoughts was that maybe we are all just a video game, like the sims or something.
I also thought that maybe we were all the imagination of somebody, like imaginary friends. When I was little I didnt have imaginary friends, I had imaginary worlds. I didnt control them completely, because I felt that it wasnt nice, but I did participate and throw in some twists. So I started to think that maybe thats why we were here, we were just the figment of someones imagination.
I have revised the ideas, because I thought of those when I was like 5-7 years old. I dont really think about the video game one much, but that might be because I dont like them much. The imagination one I still think of. It reminds me of books, I love to write and make up new worlds and people, and when I was little I could actually physically see the people I made up, I would see them chasing me down the hall or standing in my doorway.
So maybe we are just that, or maybe we are the ones with the power to create others. I honsestly have no idea, so I will just stick with what I know until I find more proof.
When I was little I was a very curious child and rather intuitive for my age.
I had always thought everyone had their own little universe that only connected with everyone else's. Which would explain our individuality, karma and other things as such. But as Littlewizard had, I dismissed those thoughts once learning a little about the actual univers and galactic systems. X)
Why dismiss it though? People say that certain beings can only exist on a certain plane of existence (e.g. werewolves and mermaids). Certain beings can be created on these levels (such as servitors, I hear).
So I ask that you look back on what you believed as a child (when most of us were apparently open to the psychic world) and take what I said into consideration.
That is true, when I was younger I was much more i tune with my psychic abilities. I could astral project, though I didnt know what it was, and it freaked me out. So that might explain the people I saw, but younger kids are always intuitive and seem to know things. So maybe when we were younger we saw the universe as it truly was, or at least was to us, we should reflect on our theories about life and the universe as younger age.
Also, going along the lines of how we make the things happen int he universe, that is true. If you think constantly that bad things are going to happen you, they will. If you think positively, then yuor life will be better, and happy things will happen, and that is actually widely believed by a ton of people, including me. When you day starts out bad, eveything goes bad because you expect it to and give out a negative vibe. When your day starts out good, everything goes right because of the positive vibes given off.
So we do make certain things happen. We do control our own universe, because we control ourselves, and nobody is completely selfless(including me), our thoughts most of the time revolve around ourselves and it affects us.
This is my opinion, feel free to disagree and please ppost yours so that I can see it from your point of view. That way we all learn :)
