Since I started doing magic,I'm freaking out. I can't sleep at night. I keep opening my eyes to check if something got into my room. When I close my eyes,I get scared. When I'm scared or something,I can't breathe. I can't breathe when it's dark around me,I'm scared.
This has made me consider leaving magic,but I can not...It's now a part of me,my life and a witch is who I am.
Do you cleanse yourself and your room, and home? Cleansing is one of the most important acts a magical person can do, it is simple, like bathing, but a lot of magical people do not do enough of it. Just like you gather dirt on you everyday one also gathers psychic negativity, you shower or bath to get rid of lifes dirt, do you cleanse the psychic negativity?
I was just like this when I first started magic but it got better as time went on. The best thing to do is do some protection spells before you go to sleep. A simple one I made is this: "To protect myself from an enemy I need a shield around me." Or you could try to cast a circle around yourself for protection. Or you could burn blue candles for protection. Hope this helps.
Re: I'm freaking out By: spiritwolf / Knowledgeable
Post # 8 Jan 22, 2011
hi simple, our minds are very powerfull things in which we create our own fear, this can trap us in a hell state and convince us these demons in the closet hence the old saying theres nothing to fear but fear its self as this can drive you insane bring on panic attacks and is just plain horrible.
i would cleanse will blessed water or dragons blood then put up your protection the best and simplest way is to surround yourself in a bubble of white light.
Ok, believe it or not Christians also cleanse, if your Catholic, you cleanse yourself through confession, you use Holy water when you enter and leave the church. Ok, this is how you cleanse your room, get a white candle, incense (sage is good) salt, and get some Holy Water, you can get some at a Catholic Church, or at a Catholic store, or you can make your own. There are many recipes on how to make Holy Water, go on line first and see what you can find, if you can't find a way ,contact me and I will give you my recipe. Ok, you will also need a bell or a chime or a rattle, if you don't own any of those things, then anything that makes a sound like a rattle,like an empty soup can with dried beans, or unpopped popcorn in a can. Put these items on a tray, ask God or Spirit to bless these items. Then... begin at the center of your room, and start rattling or ringing or using whatever you are using, and start walking in a counterclockwise direction moving outward, you are rattling out any negative energy, don't forget the closets, when you feel that you have rattled out the Negativity stop. Next, go back to the center of your room, and pick up the salt, salt represents the earth, now walk from the center to the perimeter of your room again lightly sprinkling the salt around your room thinking of Mother earth, Then... get the incense, light it and do the same, incense represents air, so think of air,blowing out any negative energy, then get the white candle, light it, and think of fire, burning out negativity, and lastly get the Holy Water think of the cleansing of water and how it washes out negativity, and lightly sprinkle it around your room. After you have done these things go to the center of your room and call in whomever you believe in to your room, asking for what you want, Peace? Harmony? Protection? You can say a simple prayer like, " I declare this room cleansed, consecrated, and blessed, in the name of ----- may all who live here and enter here find this room a sanctuary of love, harmony, peace, prosperity, and protection." Take your time, the more you visualize the negative energy being broken up by your rattle, the more you visualize the earth, air, fire, water, as you use the salt, incense, candle, Holy water, the cleaner your room will be. You can do this as many times as you want but usually it does not have to be done everyday, once a month is probably good. Remember, you can do this for just one room, or the whole house, depending on your situation. If you have windows in your room you can also make a holy sign on your window, a cross, pentacle, depending on what you believe in. Have fun with this, give it some of your personal energy, I think you will see a dramatic difference.
There is no reason for you to afraid anything simple. Just watch out for the other humans who want to hurt you.Also for the "calm down" part start grounding it will help you a lot ;)
