I tried Astral Projection, I feel the vibrations!(opening the door of human and spirits) I thought i have to feel the vibrations everytime i try Astral.
I tried Astral (no vibrations) I thought it was failed
then when i fall asleep nightmare follows! (i wasn't focus on my spirit body)
1. I am inside a sinking boat wit' my brother. Luckily
we lived! but I saw my classmate (male) crying. He's parents are dead. He's trying to stand his father up hoping it will breathe but no response. (end) another dreame follows..
I saw the my youngest cousin, unfortunately she's 1 year old and 1 and a half month old. I cut her at her back wit' the use of knife I saw her blood,it's color was red and black (mixture) I was shocked! very shocked..(end)
2. I am in a ride, inside a jeepney. I saw my mom there, having a ride. She look at me! iduno what she thinks..~end, that's wat i remember.
3. ME and my youngest sister was being chased by snakes wit tremendous venoms, snakes bit me! i carry my sister so the snakes won't beat her instead me. ~end~
4. me and my friends was in a war! iduno what war it is.
I got shot in the head. Bugsh!
i though it was happily ever after beacuse i was finally wit my far away friends, didn't thought sumething gonna happen,
I only felt vibrations the first time I went out-of-body. After that, none... and sometimes now even if I begin in the low astral, it sometimes becomes "dreamlike" later... I believe these are the astral actions, astral environments, and astral selves of other people (their subconscious.)
So maybe your family and friends are all going through big changes at the spiritual level (your mother is maybe on the same road as you, subconsciously.) Death and war as astral symbols mean personal change, discovery, awakenings, etc.
Some visions may even be reflections of you... the dream of killing your baby cousin I think means a loss of your own childishness. The snakes can mean dangerous wisdom, that you have but want to protect your sister (inner child, or her astral self) from?
It all depends how you think basically, like for me snakes will be bad things coming my way or enemies trying to give me a bad time, water means my emotions and relationship with others.
The nightmares i have, has a connections with what i did while ago. Just like i dreamed about the red0black blood, it was told by my friend that he has that kind of blood..
But no matter i am thinking of the place i really
wanna go,(i am thinking of it, while in astral)..
but i just end up in the place which someone told me.
like in the war, my friend told me he will die in war.
then in astral, i will also die in a war!
Curse? it's impossible. I don't have Enemies at all.
I lived in a country wherein this craft is not an accepted
reputation. It's very picky to find someone in
Philippines who is involved with this stuff.
