guide me please

hai every1 im just have this instinct says that 1 of my long lost friend is manipulate my mind,is there any possibilities because he practiced magic. im not trying to put the blame on others please understand.and im not mad at him too. my life is so messed up for this past 10 years, but before that im a strictly non-smoker, no alcohol it was my pride and ego not to have this habits,cant be easily influenced, sharp, live with dignity... but after a long lost friend entered and for the past 10 years when i look back,i started all the things that i avoided within a few days even drugs...lately something speaks within me i am not supposed to be in this way this, feels like im living another character that totaly not me. i have no goal, no drive to progress at all, feels empty, feels like on stone/drunken all this while. i just want to know whether is it possible to manipulate others mind for years, and what they are getting in return.. and another thing is he passed me a tarrot and i kept it

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Try protection charms, and make sure to meditate and maintain a strong state of mind. And get rehab for those addictions. Also, try to seperate from this friend and see what happens.