Blood lust...

Hello. I have Ben feeling.... Different to say the least. As of late I gave been randomly feeling an odd urge to kill people. Not like homicidal feeling just extremely anger and enraged. Then on random it feels like time stops and a seen plays out in my head. Normally the seen consists of me either making the person bleed to death or beating them to death. Then when it stops I have to resist carieing out the seen.
But this isn't like me. I'm normally a nice goofy nerd. But I feel so wired.
Has anyone ever felt this way or am I just loosing my minde.

I suggest finding a coping method that works for you. One thing you can try is creating a "calm place". Visualize, as detailed as possible, a place that you can go to calm down & clear your head. It can be a place that you normally do that physically, or a completely made up space. Bring as many of the senses into the visualization as possible. Perhaps you're by a stream. If that's the case you'd feel the breeze, hear the running water, smell the plants, and see the beauty that surrounds you.

I know how you feel most the time tho it is followed by an urge to consume their blood

Goddess help us... -.-

Seek immediate help. I don't think you're losing your mind, but it's better to take professional advise than advise from anyone here (no disrespect towards previous posters, it's just best to seek professional help).

You are not a vampire, you are not becomming a vampire. If you truely believe this and are not having a bit of fun role playing you need to contact the nearest mental health facility immediately!