Two years ago I was such a strong Witch, I had such determination and power within me. I was completely happy with my life.
After getting involved in an abusive relationship, I went downward. I went back to self injury and felt nothing but hatred towards myself and others. And worst of all I lost faith in Witchcraft, I gave it up completely.
But today I found myself in a Wiccan Shop down the road. The energy from the crystals and herbs came back to me. The feeling of the Goddesses and Gods beside me was so clear. The spirits, the calmess and peace. It all came back.
So I got this beautiful bracelet with moonstone charms on it shaped like a moon, a sun, and a dofin(Not sure if I spelled that right). I put it on and I just felt so great.
I haven't felt this wonderful in years.
I thank the Gods and Goddesses for not giving up on me.
I've had a similar experience :) It shows that the Gods never really give up on their children and that we are always truly welcome back home when we're ready.
Ive had a similar experience: depression totally ruined my powers for a couple of years. But they came back last year and now I can get them to be much better than before
Depression, toxic relationships and things like that can hurt your ability to do magic. But it can never destroy it. Magic will always call you back. Take you in its arms as friend, parent, lover. It will hold you close and whisper in your ear. "Use me" it wall say. To which you can only answer yes. The light will guide you, the shadows will hide and protect you. The only thing to stand in the way of this joyous reunion is your pain. Give to the magic and she will fill your heart with joy.
well i'm glad everything's working out for you. similar stuff happened to me, when i started i was rather powerful [not the exact word i want to use] i could sense things easily, charge/ground/meditate and many other things without even trying. a while back though everything seemed to of disappeared. it just became a fact, i was upset, but i didn't know exactly what to do, since it all came so easy to me, i never had to work at it. one day on the bus, i looked up and i could see everyone's aura's again [which i hadn't been able to in two years] i guess sometimes there's mental block, normally mood, and it's so wonderful when it's gone. i'm personally glad i lost a lot of my abilities for a while, i appreciate them a lot more now.
when i expirienced that sort of crisys i looked up to the stars at night or went into the mountains to enjoy the nature or listen to music(mostly metal and hard rock)
