Can someone help me?

I'm fairly new and have posted a couple questions that everyone has been so nice and helpful.

I am now wondering if anyone can help me? I have tried to do this on my own and trying to learn as much as I can. I'm at my final plea now. I am feeling very alone in the world and I have no idea where to turn anymore. I have ventured out every resource I can think of. I'm am dying (litterly) of a broken heart. Usually, I can handle these things but for some reason this one is something I can't get through.

Is there anyone that can help me with a reading? I love my ex and I just need some answers. I know you may say to talk to him, I've tried that. The weird thing that keeps me hanging on is I saw it in his eyes, I saw his soul, and I saw something that I can't explain. Otherwise, I wouldn't persue this.

I know I need serious help. I don't have insurance so a counselor is out. I don't have a job (long story to do with my ex)so I don't have money to pay for a psychic reading. So, please as my final plea...can someone help me with a reading? It's really hard for me to ask this of anyone, but I'm really hurting here.
Thanking you in advance....

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I am not terribly gifted in the reading department but I can do it a little. I am on the other hand a very good listener and am gifted with intuition and insight beyond the normal scope. Either way you may count me among your friends and my door is open if you want to talk. I will try to help you the best I can.

Thank you Dillon13, that means alot to me. If you can give me any insight, I'd really appreciate it.

This is really odd. I keep a notebook by my bed at night and sometime during the night (I don't remember doing this)this is what I wrote...

"It was 9:05am as her body fell to the cold floor. Her body quickly being engulfed by her own blood. As she took her last breath and slowly let it out her mind was completely clear. She had been practicing meditation the last few weeks but wasn't able to stop the mind chatter, until now. And as her eyes slowly closed and her last breath was almost complete one last thought popped into her head...serenity."

First of all, being a new Witch can be difficult at first. But you don't need to rush yourself. Learn what you can, no need to push. Learning about Wicca is a very fun and exciting thing, I love reading stuff and adding it to my Book Of Shadows.
If you have questions about Wicca and such you can feel free to inbox me on here and I'll try to answer it.

Broken hearts are always so very painful, I'm having some trouble with my ex as well (several of them). Theres a lot of spells on here that help with moving on from an ex.
Here are some that I found:
http://www.spellsofmagic.com/spells/love_spells/crush_spells/9272/page.html
http://www.spellsofmagic.com/spells/life_spells/memory_spells/7295/page.html
http://www.spellsofmagic.com/spells/spiritual_spells/peace_spells/6033/page.html

As for readings, I'm not very good at thoughs.

The most you can do for pain and broken heart is meditation. It'll help clear your head and calm you as well.