desprate need of help

i have been intrested in the darker aspects of witchcraft and lilith. ever since ive been working with her things are the worst ever. i dont know why but im having breakdowns and i cant stop worshipping her.

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please i desprately need help.

have you tried communicating with her?

Well first you have to take a deep breath and calm down. First these sorts of reactions are usually caused by a clash of energies within your system. So perhaps you are not orentiated with the dark energies that she would lend to you. No God or Godess no matter who they are can force you to worship them so that is your choice perhaps caused by your connection to her. First I suggest that you do a clensing and centering ritual. Maybe fast for a time so that you can get rid of the negitive energies. You will probably find that as you clean out your system the desire to worship her will ease up a little bit. Take a few days or how ever long you need to get this done.

she told me i was her chosen i feel a close bond with her. i will try to clense myself thank you dillion.

I assume you are speaking of Lilith? She tells that to all of her followers at least in my experience.

yes. shes amazing ive never loved anyone more than here

Sorry but that the way things work in this world, when you focus on negativity and evil, you naturally attract them to you. Stay on that path and that is all you will ever have until you suicide.