This is a personal story of some of my magical workings last year in 2012. In the early part of the year I ended a dead-end 3 year relationship, no happiness. I started meditating daily without the worry of having someone bother me about my beliefs, much like my ex did. Over the course of about 5 months I started to get pretty lonely outside of work, among other desires. I started my search for some sort of ritual to bring me a temporary lover, aka succubus. I found a ritual online with details instructions on how to properly cast the circle, conjure the daemon Beleth and properly ask for a lover. I offered, just like the instructions, a golden ring worn upon my left ring finger against my forehead. The Great King of the 76 Legions of the Damned granted me my request at the cost of a fraction of my own sanity. Two days later, 3:00 am, my succubus appeared via email. To my surprise she was a friend and interest of mine about 4 years ago when we worked together in an Italian restaurant. We immediately hit it off and spent 3 months together before she did what was expected and left when I said I was no longer happy. During the whole time I started to feel less in tune with myself, my spell casting skills seemed to have washed down the drain. I was diagnosed as a paranoid schizophrenic for 2 months after my succubi left. I spent many hours a week meditating and trying to clear my conscience. Now I can say that I stand firm on knowing who I am and what I can handle. Fortunately, this is something that I won't dare mess with again. Thanks for reading, feel free to AMA.
Sorry to hear about relationship matters. Everyone faces this kind of problem, in relationships when they are in such a kind of a feeling they do anything they want to. Glad to see you back in action and good to know what you have experienced and that you won't try it again. Thank you for sharing your experience.
The proper definition of a succubus being
1. A female demon supposed to descend upon and have sexual intercourse with a man while he sleeps.
2. An evil spirit; a demon.
3. A demoness from Hell whose sole purpose is to drain the souls of men by having sex with them while they are asleep. Also referred to as the "Temptress of the Night".
So my question to you Ortho is this. Was this lover a real physical, corporeal human being? If so then all that was cast was a temporary "love"/lust/seduction spell. Which dealing with conjuring a demon to seek a temporary "lover", well as you can see can wind up with consequences. Still, choosing not to cast such a spell again in the future is probably a wise choice.
