Sadness and sorrow fill me due to a reason unknown to me. Why this is I will not ever know. Just the unpredictability of my moods is something I enjoy. Each emotional change affects my energy. It either has it deplete or rise tremendously.
Could one say that this is also how life is?
Just one magnificent rollercoaster? Yet, how can that be? When life has forks in roads that You must decided which way you wish to travel.
A rollercoaster you're just there for the ride. You don't control which direction you choose to go. Why not call Life a series of pathways, that all cross other pathways that may or may not lead to the same destination.
Why do some even wonder about life? Why do we use metaphorical examples to depict a series of events that take place and effect the future?
Why is there philosophy, when philosophy can just be simplified as an individuals perception on life or some event of life? Why do I post what I do? Is there an answer to any of these questions?
What is truth? Is it whatever you wish for it to be? Is it an actual essence? Does it even exist? Or is it an illusion that we have set up for ourselves.
Why do we argue and fight with each other over the mythical truth? A myth is something that cannot be proven or disproved. It's an opinion or maybe a belief of an individual or a group of individuals. No one truthfully knows. For what endless possibilities things are caused to happen.
I simply am rambling. You might just read this and deem it as a waste of time and a contradiction to myself. You might not even read this at all. Who knows?
Maybe you're over thinking this. Try to relax, meditate,do some tai chi. Sometimes our path is easy, sometimes not but if you can develop a sense of humour and try to see things positively it will be more enjoyable!
Over thinking? Or perhaps looking at something in a point that is as less bias as possible. Just a thought I have here and there.
ESK you may be right. It's quite possible, but what do you think about this in general? Disregard the possibility of me over thinking this, and what do you personally think?
Zalkari you're right life's a roller coaster and often there are many versions of the truth depending on which perspective you have and whether you believe times linear or not. However you can give in to everything you encounter that hurts you or you can tough it out, you can associate with people that pull you down or people that lift you up. You have choices, you have opportunities and you have hope!
I think you started to receive your past life memories, they come in emotions, I remember when mine started, I felt all the sadness of others, even in the movies, sorrow, destruction, anger, then I realized it was coming from my past lives..I was detoxing and releasing the emotional baggage, plus spiritual awakening etc..changing my point of view in the world..yeah the emotional part was a drain of energy but also felt a warm feeling in my soul :) I totally agree, fighting with each other over truth to me is stupid and we acting just like the "mainstream religious " people, when we should be more understanding with one another..even the know it all learns something new everydsy so we don't know it all lol.
