Okay, so this story may come of a little bold to some but it is exactly how I experienced it and I am in some desperate need for advice/help. My apologies for the length.
So, I am at a show and am introduced to this girl, let's call her Sea. The moment I see her, I notice how open and wonderful her heart chakra looks. Sometimes I get glimpses into people's energy, especially if I am on any substances (not something I do anymore) And I swear this girls heart chakra was a true rose quartz. Love at first sight, I fell and fell hard, but she had a boyfriend already.
Now I didn't see this girl for two or three months until I moved back to town, and by this time she was single. I was doing a lot of meditation at the time and very perceptive of the spirits around me.
One night I was meditating on my bed, aware that many of my friends and family were around me. By this I mean a part of their spirit, each a separate entity, surrounded me while I did my work. I called upon the spirit of Sea, and saw/felt her enter the room with me. She joined the circle, and I could hear that she wanted me just as I wanted her. (Many of the spirits there wanted to have me, but at this time I was very interested in Sea.) I proclaimed out loud that it was her I chose, and that if she wanted me she could have me.
This is where things got intense. I sent out my wave of desire and attention, as well as my statement of love for her, and immediately her spirit reacted. I saw a flick of her wrist, a wand in the form of spirit attached and suddenly my lower Chakras were pulled into hers and mixed together.
It was the most intense spell I have ever cast in my life! Our chakras, especially our sacral chakras were plowed into each other, It was like a flowing tunnel of water meeting and mixing and binding us to each other with such force I had to close my eyes. A vision and INTENSE power was felt. It was like we collided into each other.I really wish I could explain the sensation more, but it was too much for words. It is still to this day my most powerful magical experience I have ever had, and I believe she is mostly unaware that it even happened.
Afterwards I could feel our connection. She was with me always and though I am clairaudient to a degree it was like this girl had full access to every thought and feeling I had. Literally her voice was always with me, and I still find it hard to block out.
Well it turns out that she isn't the one for me. I found out she has a multitude of problems including depression and a split personality. We hung out once and had a great night I literally thought she was the one, but after that she kept blowing me off and ended up dating another guy for awhile. through visions and intuition I came to find out she had been raped as a girl by her uncle who gave her herpes, and the trauma has never fully healed. Despite all this I was willing to be with her until she began to play some seriously twisted mind games with my head.
I regret this binding/sealing, or whatever it is I have done and am asking anyone if they know of a way to undo this. The emotions are so intense I can't seem to fall in love with anyone else. She follows me around, literally haunting me. I do my best to send love and light, but it is exhausting. I don't want to do her or me any harm, but it was been five or six months since the spell was performed and still our souls seem intertwined. For the first two months after the "sealing" happened I entered a very serious depression. I believe our emotions had sort of mixed, it was like I could feel the sadness she carried plus my own. I am better today, but it caused me a lot of pain and suffering until I was able to let go more and more.
Has anyone experienced anything like this? Can someone please give me some advice, I can still hear her, part of us still wants each other but she is SO much to handle I don't see it working out. I also really don't want a disease no matter how much I love her. Thank you to all who read this any comments and thoughts are welcome.
Needless to say magic is some really serious stuff. I will never offer myself up for soulbinding or whatever it was again. I had no idea it would happen like that and I have not been the same since.
If it was that easy to fall into a binding than she may actually be your one. You'll have to banish the the basic link if souls. What you've done is basically what a necromancer like myself does to control the dead. I call it tethering personally. You literally make them like a puppet on strings a marionette. You give them the right tethers and you can work them as weapons or puppets or defense tools.
Long story short you've tether yourself to a person with magical strings(if you will) and are now connected. You have to cut the bound. For necromancers either the body must die completely or you have to be able to literally suck your own magic back out. You on the other hand this is a love person with a pure heavy heart chakra and have tethered her by it. You need to disconnect the strings. You'll have to use the pit of your chakra the deepest pits of your root chakra and 3rd eye. You have to perceive them and then burst them with magic. It'll literally be exhausting both physically and mentally. It will take probably days to weeks. Maybe a month. Work slow or you risk not putting enough magic behind each burst and just strengthening the bound.
You'll need a circle and a few candles of all chakra colors. Light them around the circle in a circle. Center yourself and feel the world. You seem adapted at empath and aura awareness. But you've someone ventured into more my neck of the woods. You'll need to focus on feeling your aura turn into life force then returning as aura into the air. It's a life force strand that connects you as a pair sort of master and space not exactly. You've probably noticed shell do anything for you samething. You'll need to cut the bounds. Be cautious. She could become more and more enraged with each break of a line. Go slow watch her emotions. This is like trying to workout each muscle must rest and heal. Samething you could destroy her chakra if you rush it. The hardest part is finding and understanding the tethers. You'll have to feel how tough they are and where they are. This is your hope. Your aura will be stronger than ever after this from the work. I wish you luck my friend. Have a wonderful day. And under no circumstance rush it, you could kill her or turn her on you like a rabid dog. Be careful.
O and the mind games maybe her own chakra and magic fighting back against you. As for personality disorders just roll with them. I'm a psychopath but an empath and loving to a fault at times. Medicine will help tons. She maybe your one don't abandon people so easy problems or not. It can cause hate and in this situation you don't need any.
If you feel you have linked with this girl and wish to undo it just let go of the connection. People make things out to be so hard when its really that simple. If you want some long ritual I'm sure you can find a bogus one under the site spells. Really all it comes down to is focusing your mind, energy and your will on your goal.
L.L.B ~Angie
Thank you for the responses. I can already feel the exhaustion it has taken on my physically, emotionally and mentally. I am bound to her by my sacral and solar plexus chakras, all the way up to my heart. I am going to try to disconnect the strings with love and light by using a ritual my shamanic mentor taught me. Hopefully this will work and set everything right.
This girl already loves and hates me. I try to be nice to her in my mind, but we haven`t had any real life communication in months yet she still feels close to me.
Also I understand what you are saying about not judging people based on mental illness, but she also has an STD, one that sticks with you for life. And while it is not her fault that she has this, I DON`T want it!
I was with her at her place the only night we ever hung out and she wanted me to come upstairs. I believe my spirit guardians were protecting me because even though my body was longing to go with her, my spirit told me to stay downstairs and sleep on the couch. Had I gone upstairs I would probably have a disease. So thank god for that. The only upside of the experience is my firm belief in the power of magic it has given me. Also is has taught me a lot about learning to let go of things, even if you love them.
Interesting. Not in a good way, but still interesting. Could this Sea, be S.E.A as in her initials. Are you in a small town in Northern California. If so, don't bother with her. She could be the same Sea that used me. She is nothing but a liar and a cheat. She never cared about me and certainly won't care about you. Sorry. Just invoke Hecate for an unbinding spell and a heartbreak spell and then banish her from yourself. I thought she was The One as well, these visions about chakra and aura being like rose quartz and having nobody but her in the room are just a trick. Again Sorry this happened to you. Don't take any of this in offense. I'm just saying save yourself from this girl. There's no hope for her.
